It was bad. Really really bad.
3A's.
I really never expected to get such terrible result. I really don't deserve to. I studied a lot, perhaps not enough. It was like a bad daydreaming when Miss Ong handed the papers to me. I woke up, stared into my scores. It's reality.
Being a typical CHS-ian (as what Louise said), yea, I'm also kiasu to the core. Especially when looking at other people's result and reading friends' facebook status, I really felt like the biggest loser in the world. I didn't even get the average mark in my class. Words failed me. I did not know what to say. I failed to achive good result, I failed my techers, my parents, myself.
What else I can do?
Okay, those are when I was still very emo.
Now come think about it, despite of losing to buddies, what else do I lose?
Pride, laptop, scholarship, a pretty cert, a pretty CV.
Anything else? Nope.
As what we used to say when we were young, before graduation:
SPM ONLY MA. SCARE WHAT SCARE OH?
Yes, it's just SPM, just a government exam. So what I dont get lots of A's? Will I lose a leg? An eyeball? Not even my education path. I didn't fail, I'm already in college, what else I'm afraid of? At most I don't get a laptop as reward, no tuition fees waivers, and occasionally get mocked by Prashanth (i will revenge!!!XD). SPM result is only useful if you want to apply jobs in Malyasia, other countries it is nothing.
As what we know, SPM is not everything, and it's not the end. I still have a bright future ahead. Instead of looking backwards at keep mourning at my sucky results, exams in future are those should be given more concerns. I don't care if some retarded book worms judge me based on my SPM result, so what, most importantly,
I'M COOL.(XD)
To my fellow buddies who did well in exam,
Congrats peeps! you guys are awesome!
To those who didn't do really well,
Chill la, SPM only ma, your life doesn't end here!
To those who have high expectations, did really well in their exam, but cried and grumbled about how poor their results are,
F*** you, more than enough la! want so many for what? Can buy a Bugatti Veyron with that??? XD
As a conclusion, my dear friends,
Life doesn't stuck at this corner.
So let's take a breath and continue to rock on! XD
